I felt okay today :) . And good things are happening!
know what I’m doing anymore lol. These mood swings are unreal! BUT it’s getting better a little more each day. So for that, I am thankful.
Every time you pop into my head I feel the overwhelming need to throw up. And it’s not because i’m devestated. I mean, I was. But it’s because you disgust me that much. You ruined everything I worked hard on to save. I keep thinking about how drastically you’ve changed.. but then I realize you haven’t changed at all. You were always this person. I can’t stop thinking about you sleeping with her and then coming home to me guilt free. You make me feel so defiled and filthy. May you forever be happy with your nasty hoe. But remember this! If she cheated on her husband and was willing to destroy her marriage for a fling, she’ll do the same to you. Don’t contact me :) ill be too busy enjoying life while you’re raising another man’s children. I’ll love again :) but this time i’ll love someone deserving.
Because words can’t describe how I feel anymore. If your purpose in life was to cure me of my ridiculous expectations of love, you’ve won. I’m not falling for it anymore. You admitted to thinking about leaving me frequently and told me at times you have no love for me. If it’s at times, then you never loved me to begin with. Love doesn’t turn off and on. Hope you’re happy with your decision. Sorry I’m not the girl you want. I really did try.